Friday, August 29, 2008

Thankful for...




I am thankful for... A surprise bloon of yellow petals as Summer gently fades into Autumn. Our sunflowers have finally decided to wake up from their gangly green stems and put the sun into the rainy days of late August here in the middle of england.
Little girls on an adventure. In the depths of Sherwood forest, Robin hood is hiding somewhere and they are determined to find him.
What's that noise? I'm sure he's just around the corner Boo!



A little girl who is growing out of babyhood way to fast! Full of sweet smiles, wet kisses and sparkling eyes for everyone she meets.

Sisters who are best friends. Who read stories to eachother, make mischief with each other, cuddle up in bed for naps together, and can never bear to see the other hurt.

Baby curls...

And wondering whatever do angels think about on their days off :0)...

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

The Sacred Everyday


THE TWO LADIES


The great St. Antony, the abbot who had spent long years in the desert, passing whole nights in prayer and performing severe penances, aware of how important the virtue of humility is in the spiritual life, asked God to make him profoundly humble. In answer to his prayer, the Almighty directed him to visit two ladies in the neighboring city, who though simple and unpretentious in their manner of life, were, so God told Antony, holier than he who had spent long years in the practice of rigorous penance and unceasing prayer.


On entering their home, the Saint sought to discover the secret of such remarkable holiness; he asked them many questions as to the fasts they made, the length of their prayers, their austerities and the like, so that he might imitate them. He was not a little surprised to learn that they did nothing exceptional.

They observed the fasts of the Church; they said their prayers devoutly; they gave what little alms they could afford; they frequented the Sacraments, heard daily Mass and practiced the ordinary Christian virtues. What impressed the Saint most was that they loved God very simply but very sincerely.

God was the great reality in their lives. They did all their actions for love of Him. They performed their daily duties, seeing God in all they did.


They accepted what happened to them, joys as well as sorrows, as coming directly from His hand. That was all, but it sufficed to explain to the Saint the secret of their wonderful sanctity, viz., they performed their duties well and they loved God.


There are thousands of such hidden, ordinary Saints in the Church now, as there have been at all times.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Naked ?


" If it is true to say that we are our true self (our Christ centered self) it is equally correct to say that we have a false self.

Our false self is our desire (concupiscence) to be "like the gods," that is like, we "should be."

Merton describes this false self as " the exterior" "I" which has a compulsive need to measure up to greatness and infallibility. This "I" seeks recognition, applause, wants accomplishments, and successes. "It is the self which wants to exsist outside of the reach of God's will and God's love, or outside of reality and outside of life. Such a self cannot help but be an illusion."

Our false self is an illusion, but we really have the illusion. It isn't, but this "isn't" is!

"Our false self dosen't exsist, it isn't there," "It's alienated from our true self and therefore God." "It is the "I" I want to exsist outside of reality, therefore not known by God.

For us to be reconciled we must be willing to identify with this lost, then found, soul. Ultimatly, our reconcilliation comes about by the free grace of God through Jesus Christ.

At some time in our life, each of us has to say: "I am the prodigal son."


An excerpt from "Who told you that you were naked?" by Br. John Jacob Raub.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

SUMMER FUN







Here are some pictures of when we went rasperry picking the other day.
Of course the little ones ended up with red smudged faces lol!
Here is Tilly with her white chocolate hedgehog.
She wanted to keep him "as a pet" apparently. And would only eat him once he had melted somewhat and no longer really resembled a hedgehog any more :0)


And here is the product of all our hard work at the fruit farm!
Well the left overs anyway lol ;0)

Saturday, August 16, 2008

A Story I wanted to share


I'm one day late with this post I know but I wanted to share a story and I wanted somebody's permission before I shared it:0)
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My Dad is 75 years old. He and my Mum married late and thought after losing their first child they would never have any more. Then I came along! So there's a few years between us.

The feast of the assumption has always been very important to my father.

When he was a young man there was such a thing as National Service in England. My Dad had been a pupil at a Benedictine school called Downside in Somerset.

As with a number of his peers of the same age it was assumed that he would go onto university instead of enlisting for the three years of national service which was mandatory for all those not attending higher education.

My Dad has always loved Horticulture, plants and the outdoors, he could never have worked in an office. He was planning to take a degree in Botany and horticulture, but only after he had served his three years.

He didn't want to distinguish himself from those who maybe wouldn't have had the chance of going to University as an alternative. In those days very few working class people had the opportunity to receive a higher education.

Besides he had a spirit of adventure! He was sent to Egypt at first which to this day he has good memories (and stories) of.

During manoeuvres on Salisbury Plain under the heat Mid Summer something went wrong. A tank accidentally rolled over one of my fathers friends.

Suffering from severe heat stroke he fired his weapon into the sky and was forced to the ground.

He fell unconscious and was in a coma for 6 weeks! In those days they used ECT as therapy. Still nothing worked. It was assumed that he would either be severely damaged or would die. My devout catholic Grandparents were devastated, he was their only son.

Then suddenly, without warning on the morning of August the fifteenth 1956 my Dad woke up speaking with them almost as if nothing had happened.

Even the doctors called it a miracle.

Last night I picked my Dad up all dressed up in his three piece suit Shillelaugh in hand ( His Mum was Irish) and took him to evening mass.

Above us in the sky was a small rainbow about the size of a large full moon. It wasn't arched it was round. The strange thing is that there had not been a drop of rain in the county that whole day. The sky was a pure silvery blue dotted with a few fluffy white clouds. It made me recall the rainbow after the Flood, how it symbolised hope. Which is exactly what the assumption of Our Lady symbolises.

The hope in the belief of Christan's that someday we will be with Our Lord body and soul, completely united and whole.

In this world it is easy to forget that the body is sacred, made in the image and likeness of God. We are all God's children.
On the way home from Mass a beautiful full golden moon slowly appeared through the sky.

Which made me think again of Our Lady and why the assumption is so special. She is the link between us and her son. She reflects the light of the sun like the moon. Even in the deepest darkness that light always shines for us.
Ready to gently awaken us and bring us through the night into a new day, full of hope.


Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Little Ways


Little drops of water, little grains of sand.

Make the mighty ocean and the pleasant land.


The "Little Ways" of St. Therese have always been something so inspirational for me.

What may appear, small, obscure, unseen, ordinary or unimportant by worldly standards, is in fact like the smallest stiches on a quilt. Though they may be only visable on the inside of the quilt, they are in fact what hold the fabric of the piece together.

St. Therese understood that what may appear to be of no value here on earth, may have great value in the Kingdom of God. Her wondeful quote "To pick up a pin for love can convert a soul" Is something I often find myself returning to.

A smile, a kind word, even the monotonous details of daily work are a prayer.

And for me the greastest prayer has been acceptance which seems, in a way such an ordinary thing, yet it has been something of an evolving process for me.

Acceptance of suffering at times. Yet acceptance also of the gracious gifts of others when my pride tried to resist. Acceptance of my limitations, My faults, stubborness, pride, disatisfaction, indignation, fear.

Acceptance of the limitations and faults of others. Truthfully. And the more I accept my own faults. The more I can love others despite theirs. How can I take offence? It's so much easier to accept that difficulties in a person's behaviour are usually the result of some kind of pain.

Just like my own are. And I hope they accept mine lol!


"Perhaps St. Therese of Liseux, patroness of all missions, was meant to live out a destiny in which her time was limited to the minimum, her actions were reduced to essentials, her heroism was indisernable to those who looked for it, and the scope of her mission covered a mere few square meters, in order to teach us that the effectivness of a mission is not always measurable by the hands of a clock, that actions are not always visible, that missions covering vast distances will be joined by missions that penetrate straight into the depth of the crowds of humanity. In that abyss, these missions will make contact with the human spirit that questions the world, and oscillates between the mystery of a God who wants it to be small and stripped bare, and the mystery of a world that wants it to be great and powerful."


Madeliene Delbrel "We, The Ordinary People of the Streets."

Wednesday, August 06, 2008








A note from someone special....
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We live in a unique world.
Make it a really great day.
Peace To All and May God Bless You.
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Live simply.

Love generously.

Care deeply.

Speak kindly.

Leave the rest to God.