Monday, July 27, 2009

Infused Memory...


A child stands
upon a chair beside me.

Water splashes memory across
linen and white cotton.

As the morning light
infuses sheets upon the line
Bay and rosemary infuse
through muslin nests
of ladeled warmth
upon the stove.

Sunlight ebbs and flows
reflections from copper,
steel, wood and clay.

Raw materials unrefined.
Residues of older days
rebound from the walls of other rooms
once played in, worked in, slept in...

Yet, somehow, we only knew of true content
in the room from which
we ate.

In the place of sharing, praying, drawing
we learned the basics of living.

A table,
hands passing round

those cotton threads
hemming pieces of fabric.

Meaning, memory, childhood
infused within the tastes,
smells and textures.

Here, hands deep in suds,
Balancing
flavours of a memory
still
tiptoed upon
a chair beside me
there is a child
who remembers.

The morning light
of water splashing memory across
transparent, heavenly,
domestic white linen.

All the while

Collecting
peelings for composting.


Photo credit 3rd foundation

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

A Morning Prayer


Dear Lord,

May we trust in you today. Have complete faith in your works.
Even when things don't look like they are going the right way we know that you hold everything in your hands.

May we be patient loving and kind toward eachother today.
These things are worth more in your eyes than any other accomplishments.
The greatest gift we can give is to love in all we do and have faith that you succeed where we fail.

You search the hearts of men.
May our hearts be with you where you are.

In Jesus's name

Amen.

Thursday, July 09, 2009

I will choose to linger...


I will choose to linger
on that little face just a little more tonight.
These moments add up.
They are the brush strokes of a bigger picture.
If I choose to rush along, getting things done and forget to linger on those features. They will change and I will have missed them. The way they are, just for today. Tomorrow, somehow
they will be different.
I will deliberately, stroke your cheek and tell you what you mean to me. Look in your eyes for longer than I normally would
as I lay you in your cot tonight.
Your sweet pixie grin and sparkling eyes. The feet that run about all day, so fast
I can't keep up with them.
I will choose to linger
Elongate the time we have on the evening of the 781st day since my eyes first gazed into yours. That difficult birth. You came out blue and barely breathing, your little hand numb from a damaged nerve.
And now, you have so much joy and spirit and energy.
You dance in the sun, and splash in the puddles. You know how to really live!
So now as I sing you a lullaby, I will choose to wait one minute more, take it to another verse.
Because each and every time I let that moment linger.
Time slows down.
And I get the chance to really know who you are just a little bit more.

Monday, July 06, 2009

Remembering what truly matters... "Post it " notes to myself...


Being right with Jesus before I try to be right with anyone else.

Taking off the shackles of the mind. Sinking down into the still waters dwelling in the heart.

Remembering that peace increases with trust, whatever the outside circumstances

Taking life without the frills. Eating simple. Mind, body and soul.

Reaching out to touch the truth in the kind of beauty which comes unadorned.

Not forgeting that it's the the inside of the cup that needs the most attention.

Welcoming the outsider into my heart. The one who opposes me. The one who threatens me. The one who other's reject. See how the reflection in another's eyes is deep within a part of my own self.

Embrace. Love.

pHOTO : My hand after spending a morning planting, painting and play doughing with the girls.
Real, true, unpretty, but touched with the fabric of the everyday life I love and embrace.
Better than a french manicure.